Salt.

Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Damn my throat hurts.. gurgling salt pains so much but better than other forms of relief...

Maybe that's life too, you take life like salt, go through the toughest of pains and overcome it to get better outcomes in the end. Other than taking the easy way out. 


Bro, if u were angry that i didn't reply your sms then i'm sorry, cos that kinda sms it's in my nature not to reply.. So sorry. Read the issue u had just a minute ago.. Should be that? I feel we don't talk much. And the 3 brothers are really superficial. Cos the 3 bros are not really a triangle, but just a isosceles triangle without the base. Only good talks we have were only during my bus 72 trips. 
Fate don't come to us through time, it's through time that fate we will go to.
And my other bro, guess 2day was a really stressful day for everyone eh.. Hope u settle ur stuff well. Don't bear burdens for anyone, cos the burdens are only there for you to get weighed upon. Sorry if i added salt to ur injuries. 

Was feeling very hot 2day. Easily agitated, too sick to show it. Body just became very hot. I am getting really sick now, and you're just there getting my bro more upset and it downright pisses me off, sorry i don't care who the hell u are but don't fuck with people i care about. I strain my voice like siao to help u all, and don't forget it's not u who were suppose 2 be in charge.. i am in debt to the one who help me get this role cos i really want to perform but it's too much to force me to a corner. I bet u won't even understand how u force me to a corner in the first place. I won't be giving an explanation too. No point. What's done was done. 

My dear friend, don't stress yourself too much. I feel u always take other people burden and end up stress yourself too much. Don't do it. I know i've done a lot of shit to piss u off recently. We all got our problems. I know u do too. But don't stress k. And for friendship-wise.. we are all still great friends, so don't let any other stuff affect it.. cos they are redundant issues to bring upon all our friendships... 

Whole day was a bitch. But i did enjoy classes. Thank goodness i went for DC tryouts. Felt really better after dancing it out. Maybe it was cos Tri and a few friends were there. Felt so weird dancing in jeans and singlet. Like some kinda rockstar only lah. haha. But on a serious note, I really feel a difference in BE & DC. Changes need to be made in BE.. like serious.. 1 night in DC and it felt really good. 

Throat oh throat.. don't let me down tml.. 

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How am I.

How do i even explain feelings?

1 year later.

Tuesday, April 19, 2011
1 year, 45minutes talk. 1 punch . And that was all it took to take everything off my mind.









I was really pissed off . Never before in my first year, last year and this year, was i so pissed off.
I'm am gonna take charge. No more 'junior who doesn't give a shit anymore'.

單身男女 Don't go Breaking My Heart。

Sunday, April 17, 2011
爱真的很简单吗?
原本以为这部戏不会好看。wow 好看到我现在好相思。(<-- 对吗我不知道)

haiz awesome show, a movie that can make me feel like this means it's a good movie.

waa 那女的很美,很有那个中国美女性格,哈哈哈.! 中国女跟香港女很有不同的,我发现到。古天乐很酷,对大家来说最后一定是so called坏人。可是我们都觉得他是非常Rockstar。LOL。

我的天吴彦祖,第一次看的时候完全不认识,可是朋友都看的出 lol. at least i guessed correct his office become louis koo old office lol. :)

The show's meaning in my opinion:

The show has a very good casting list and really got script. How they portray each character is very deep, in the relationship of 3 people each of their views and not really on the girl only.

To me, the show is trying to show 2 kinds of people in a love life, 

1) Someone who u love more than the person loving you. (louis koo)

2) Someone who loves you more than u love the person. (daniel wu)


If u had the choice who would u pick? Some people who want bliss for themselves without having the worry the latter would run off to another person might pick 2, but then again one might not appreciate that person cos it's human nature, or even feel the latter is being sticky. 

1st choice? U had ur eyes on the person for so long, u feel u guys r meant 4 each other. But u noe if u dun grab the person tight enuf the person would fly away. The uneasy feeling also makes imperfections perfect. The challenge, the climb. Not being over-exaggerating, someone who u truly fall in love with. Mutual or not that's a different question. 

In the movie,Spoiler Alert*, Louis Koo always does something incredible for the girl: Magic Tricks, buy a house, get a ring, make a big poster that says, 'Marry Me'. 
But notice that Daniel Wu also does those stuff, and actually even beats Louis: better magic tricks, Build a building base on the inspiration of the girl, and light up the 80 stories building with the word 'marry me'. 


The point of this to me, is that The person who you love can give you extraordinary things, but the person who loves you would give you even more.


But we always take things for granted. We won't know what we are missing till it's gone from you. In this movie the girl is considered 'lucky' that both appears at the same time. 

But considering real life's a bitch, this situation is usually not real. But consider this example:
(Ok i'll use Archie Comics as example cos it's perfect. )
Archie loves Ronnie, Betty loves Archie. But Archie always wants Ronnie, but any shit happens he runs back to Betty. If one day Ronnie was gone, Archie would be left with Betty. Happy or not, most prob unhappy. But if archie loses betty, he might start noticing how much Ronnie can give to him, as compared to how much more Betty could have given him, in terms of love. 

Ok, i'm not saying that one should only go for the person who loves you more, cos it's utter bullshit that u can be easily happy cos of that only. Time & Trust makes Love stronger, and if both parties can foster that 2 aspects to a mutual sizable amount than will Love be fruitful. Love is indeed painful, but the ending is also truly magnificent, if one is able to Trust enough to wait patiently for Time to allow Love to grow.



Stress ttm.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Fucking great time to be sick .. phlegm is killing me within and d running nose is making my nose swell up. Fuck 2day last day of practice , tml ISC performance & friday SHS performance.. i think i can do it 4 samba but not cha cha . It's not only about mental issues here.. I know i can do it, i've been doing it since 2 weeks ago. Mentally stressed everyday. Every single fucking day headache. Now my body has taken a toll. Shit man, and next wk gonna start school too. At least sick b4 school start. But i'm still damn stress over dance.. They keep saying we're not concern over BE, fucking idiots.. I stress u also dunno, i stress until i no point show u all liao. Fuck My Life. 

It's a Love, Hate Thing.

Sunday, April 10, 2011
Me without you? It's like a Facebook without friends, YouTube without music and Google with no results.

Ain't doin' it 4 u, so stfu.

Saturday, April 9, 2011
Damn it rhymes doesn't it?
Love *wink*wink* wad u all said. Yes morally i was fine, u cross the line. Now i lost the respect i had 4 u. 

No, it's not cos u r a bitch, yes that's wad a lot of women are, (tell me a woman who ain't a bitch b4? that ain't called a woman.), but u r a bitch that doesn't deserve respect. Lemme tell you, "Respect Begets Respect."


Don't say we don't respect u, i always respect everyone, no matter how shit they treat me, yes i really do. Scanks, assholes, fuckers, etcs. , personal rights to be assholes etc, but i respect them 4 standing up to what they believe in. But what i fking hate are those that don't do what they preach. Don't use others example to shoot someone who barely has smt against u. "no fking problem, don't fking find problem." I am a fking well natured man who tolerance is by far second-2-none compared to any of the other people. U don't see me cursing at every minute shit everyone does, i'm always the one saying,'aiya dun care lah, bother so much 4 wad.' But there is a fking line and hey bitch! u crossed it. U think u r right, so be it, everyone is wrong, but everyone is right too. Puny minutely simpletons like u won't comprehend any other solutions other than ur own. Saddens me that such a small group of interest-related group can form such a 'conflict'. It wasn't about u, it wasn't about him, it was about the club, the club is just a name and we are suppose 2 live up to it, dun put ur mess into smt we love as a whole as make everyone inside suffer along ur incompetence to comprehend any situation that will be dire cos of ur lack of understanding to understand someone else wails of despair. Eat ur shit cos it's the best food 4 u. cos most prob u already are cos those stuff coming out from ur mouth these couple of days were utter bullshit.

And my point 4 being downright irritated is due to the fact that people who are not meant to be shot down were shot down, till the point of breaking down, yes, breaking down u fking mofo. Fucking bitch ass cunt go learn ur english properly b4 bombarding everyone with ur cock ass shit english. U wanna compete with me? bring it on, i gave u face just now cos everyone was there. Biggest of boss also hear till scared liao u still wan to add oil? my fire really to burn ur ass any time. 

Don't think u always right. Ur puny brain most prob only could make u come to poly just by the maximum capacity it could handle. I came cos i could, and not to see ur fucked up attitude showering to the world revolving round u, cos it ain't me only u bitch, u fuck with 1 of us, u fuck with all of us. 


Take care and watch ur back u piece of meat.

Not Forgotten but Just Passes .

Tuesday, April 5, 2011
Even though we are all apart, not even seeing each other for so long.. I guess time really cannot be taken back. The past is never the present. And it's good that we don't live in the past. Moving forward sometimes is a good thing, but forgetting about yesterday is not. It is what yesterday that make us today. Even if time don't give us the opportunity to reminisce and even meet up, we should think of the past once in a while, embrace them with a happy thought and remember them that way. The past can never be taken back. Even though everyone tries to give time to each other, some how it never works out. No, it's not only cos no one is free, but somehow in our hearts we know going back will only make us more sad at the end of the day.. maybe? The feeling, not seeing each other for more than 6 years.. Living without meeting all these years.. It passes like it wasn't important. Always talking, never doing. Sad, but then again, oh i don't know anymore. Let's hope for everything will be fall into pieces, like those kinda tv shows. Well, life is a drama, so where's my happy ending?