Rooftop. by ThreeNakedMen

Rooftop by ThreeNakedMen

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LOL (6).

After nearly 50 years of marriage, a couple was lying in bed one evening, when the wife felt her husband, begin to massage her in ways he hadn't in quite some time. It almost tickled as his fingers started at her neck, and then began moving down past the small of her back. He then caressed her shoulders and neck, slowly worked his hand down, stopping just over her stomach. He then proceeded to place his hand on her left inner arm, working down her side, passing gently over her buttock and down her leg to her calf. ... Then, he proceeded up her thigh, stopping just at the uppermost portion of her leg. He continued in the same manner on her right side, then suddenly stopped, rolled over and became silent. As she had become quite aroused by this caressing, she asked in a loving voice, 'Honey, that was wonderful. Why did you stop?' To which he responded: 'I found the remote.' - LOL

fucking bad day!!!!

SERIOUSLY FUCKING BAD DAY. not the worst but one of the worst. 


since morning... i woke up after only 3 hrs of sleep to go to school for WSS training. i ate with my family for breakfast and it was pretty nice .. 

but once i came to training. i seriously wanted to just drop dead .. like those that had continued throughout this 2 weeks while i went for poly forum basically completed almost the whole training, while im stuck way behind everyone.. even the newbie manage to catch up with them. So yeah, whole morning screwed. whole time i was contemplating whether to drop WSS since im lagging so much behind, even if i would waste my whole holidays on this, i honestly mind but the skills acquired is damn good even if i dun get into the singapore team. and its damn good on a resume. but then the atmosphere is friendly but i fking hate losing . kannan kept trying to cheer me up throughout but i was damn sian. so i went to SAO to talk to rene, also about my musical commitments. she said a pretty good thing , "Even if u missed out 2 weeks of training, the others missed out what u have learnt in poly forum, and thats something that you can take pride in, which they would never learn if they weren't there." so that pretty much cheered me up. and musical commitment she said she'll give me tml to c if i really wanna continue, no love lost, but to lemme decide properly whether to drop or not.. i mean she said that its only 3 more mths and i'll accomplish smt that would be my bucket list.. dont talk about my french issues too but if i can tahan till this dec den its ok alrdy... so gotta c tml n decide... i met them for dance at 3 till 6 .. it was pretty good motivated me to dance.. but the big question is whether if i still wanna continue pursuing into going to competition.. or even going for lessons.. she said she wont be available on sats, which was my initial plan.. till may. omfg seriously dunno how sia. its either i go for thurs trainings or not.. 120 bucks ? contemplating again..............



went home for a nice dinner with my family.. it was pretty nice.. my mum said she felt like a supermodel at US compared to those huge angmohs which really cracked me up..


leon called me for supper as usual. i met him and walter asked me to go drinking with them at Timbre. so after that went to dhoby gaut.. mother fking i alrdy in mrt they tell me to go home cos most of them wanna zao. fuck im like not here not there u expect me to go home? i'd rather meet them awhile and at least see their faces even if it was for a while. i walked from dhoby to rochor i couldnt find d place ended up they left so thought meet walter go his house for a drink maybe to ease the guilt for both ends i dunno but i was pretty much too pissed off to think. i tried calling a bunch of friends but timings were all just too fucked . i tried calling her but obviously she's not a night person. so i pretty fking gave up, told him i was meeting a friend and left back last train to kembangan. thought could meet leon to let out some steam ... AND YAY THUNDERSTORM. fuck my sorry life. so couldnt meet, couldnt go home. my sis was pretty fucking awesome she was obligated to send me back after i asked her. i bought her a H2O plain even if no discount whatsoever but i couldnt give half a shit. all i knew that today, family are my number one right now. No friend will fucking be there for you if you really are at your end point. that's what i learnt today. no matter the sweet talking, your family will bloody tell u straight in your face and say you're fucking stupid and you'll just have to say 'yes ima fking retard' . 
lesson fucking learn..... tml cfm mood fucked again.. WSS training > french singing practice > musical training . 9am - 10pm . fucking awesome ........... 

A Picture Paints a Thousand Words.

was suppose to post this pics tgt with the poly forum posts but i lazy so i just gonna post all the pics here instead and caption them ahaha.

Dialogue Session With Minister of Education!

JEALOUS RP DANCE STUDIO

WORST TEXT EVER. SENT AT 8AM ^&*(

OTHER GRP SHOWCASE DANCE!

EVERYONE PARTY MODEEE

MY ROOM! TOILET

MY BEDROOM!

HOUSEMATE ROOM

LIVING ROOM

KITCHEN

LIVING ROOM

MY ROOM! G306

GATHERING POINT DESARU LOTUS BALLROOM!

WECOME TO LOTUS DESARU!!

Top Five Regrets

By Bronnie Ware For many years I worked in palliative care. My patients were those who had gone home to die. Some incredibly special times were shared. I was with them for the last three to twelve weeks of their lives. People grow a lot when they are faced with their own mortality. I learned never to underestimate someone's capacity for growth. Some changes were phenomenal. Each experienced a variety of emotions, as expected, denial, fear, anger, remorse, more denial and eventually acceptance. Every single patient found their peace before they departed though, every one of them. When questioned about any regrets they had or anything they would do differently, common themes surfaced again and again. Here are the most common five:  1. I wish I'd had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me This was the most common regret of all. When people realize that their life is almost over and look back clearly on it, it is easy to see how many dreams have gone unfulfilled. Most people have had not honoured even a half of their dreams and had to die knowing that it was due to choices they had made, or not made. It is very important to try and honour at least some of your dreams along the way. From the moment that you lose your health, it is too late. Health brings a freedom very few realize, until they no longer have it.  2. I wish I didn't work so hard This came from every male patient that I nursed. They missed their children's youth and their partner's companionship. Women also spoke of this regret. But as most were from an older generation, many of the female patients had not been breadwinners. All of the men I nursed deeply regretted spending so much of their lives on the treadmill of a work existence. By simplifying your lifestyle and making conscious choices along the way, it is possible to not need the income that you think you do. And by creating more space in your life, you become happier and more open to new opportunities, ones more suited to your new lifestyle.  3. I wish I'd had the courage to express my feelings Many people suppressed their feelings in order to keep peace with others. As a result, they settled for a mediocre existence and never became who they were truly capable of becoming. Many developed illnesses relating to the bitterness and resentment they carried as a result. We cannot control the reactions of others. However, although people may initially react when you change the way you are by speaking honestly, in the end it raises the relationship to a whole new and healthier level. Either that or it releases the unhealthy relationship from your life. Either way, you win.  4. I wish I had stayed in touch with my friends Often they would not truly realize the full benefits of old friends until their dying weeks and it was not always possible to track them down. Many had become so caught up in their own lives that they had let golden friendships slip by over the years. There were many deep regrets about not giving friendships the time and effort that they deserved. Everyone misses their friends when they are dying. It is common for anyone in a busy lifestyle to let friendships slip. But when you are faced with your approaching death, the physical details of life fall away. People do want to get their financial affairs in order if possible. But it is not money or status that holds the true importance for them. They want to get things in order more for the benefit of those they love. Usually though, they are too ill and weary to ever manage this task. It is all comes down to love and relationships in the end. That is all that remains in the final weeks, love and relationships. 5. I wish that I had let myself be happier This is a surprisingly common one. Many did not realize until the end that happiness is a choice. They had stayed stuck in old patterns and habits. The so-called 'comfort' of familiarity overflowed into their emotions, as well as their physical lives. Fear of change had them pretending to others, and to their selves, that they were content. When deep within, they longed to laugh properly and have silliness in their life again. When you are on your deathbed, what others think of you is a long way from your mind. How wonderful to be able to let go and smile again, long before you are dying.

Life is a choice. It is YOUR life.
Choose consciously, choose wisely, choose honestly.
Choose happiness.

PERCEPTION

PERCEPTION
. .. . Something To Think About . . ..THE SITUATION
In Washington , DC , at a Metro Station, on a cold January morning in 2007, this man with a violin played six Bach pieces for about 45 minutes. During that time, approximately 2,000 people went through the station, most of them on their way to work. After about 3 minutes, a middle-aged man noticed that there was a musician playing. He slowed his pace and stopped for a few seconds, and then he hurried on to meet his schedule.

About 4 minutes later:

The violinist received his first dollar. A woman threw money in the hat and, without stopping, continued to walk.

At 6 minutes:

A young man leaned against the wall to listen to him, then looked at his watch and started to walk again.

At 10 minutes:
A 3-year old boy stopped, but his mother tugged him along hurriedly. The kid stopped to look at the violinist again, but the mother pushed hard and the child continued to walk, turning his head the whole time. This action was repeated by several other children, but every parent - without exception - forced their children to move on quickly.

At 45 minutes:

The musician played continuously. Only 6 people stopped and listened for a short while. About 20 gave money but continued to walk at their normal pace. The man collected a total of $32.
After 1 hour:
He finished playing and silence took over. No one noticed and no one applauded. There was no recognition at all.
No one knew this, but the violinist was Joshua Bell, one of the greatest musicians in the world. He played one of the most intricate pieces ever written, with a violin worth $3.5 million dollars. Two days before, Joshua Bell sold-out a theater in Boston where the seats averaged $200 each to sit and listen to him play the same music.


This is a true story. Joshua Bell, playing incognito in the D.C. Metro Station, was organized by the Washington Post as part of a social experiment about perception, taste and people's priorities.
This experiment raised several questions:

*In a common-place environment, at an inappropriate hour, do we perceive beauty?

*If so, do we stop to appreciate it?

*Do we recognize talent in an unexpected context?
One possible conclusion reached from this experiment could be this: 
If we do not have a moment to stop and listen to one of the best musicians in the world, playing some of the finest music ever written, with one of the most beautiful instruments ever made . . .
How many other things are we missing as we rush

through life?

last day bitchin' !

a bad start
fuck fuck fuck. I wanted to write this entry after waking up and saw 2 SMSes from 76088 knn my fking results sia. cb thermo fking pull me down the rest did well sia fking sad. no joke if I had did that thermo well den my results pull like siao sia. i still need wifi though can't c d gpa yet. woke up at 9:20am.

fking stress feeling now. and RB friday is in my head. since last night. wad the fk.

tried to reason abt d lost cards. end up admin settle it. hell I ain't paying for doing nth.

Audrey keeps sticking to her clicks lol. so a bit hard . so just hang out ours n her grp.

cam whoring all the way b4 leaving.
I manage to take photo with her though! lolol. and d chick that we voted the prettiest in our sub grp lol . left with fadzly n fauzy n Shirley , d rest went to d other bus.

it's friday, looking forward to the weekend.
reached back sg. threw my pack. going through checkpoint damn shiok sia like damn normal only. I got lucky by going into a new row. they found out I could sing Malay songs so sang a few, a gd compliment by fadzly . my accent is gd when singing . Chinese dude that sings Malay songs. pretty awesome.

finally.
at RP . fauzy had to leave cos he had to catch a flight for his grandma. waited for the second bus with d rest that had broken down. fkers show me a guy that's my doubleganger. shit man specs d same only wad fk. I fking irritated when ppl compare me to someone else. Shirley n Othniel lost their belongings in the bus. tsktsk. finally gave winanto d card after hugging him constantly since morning lol. and omfg their dance studio fking huge.

inside and 3 more hours.
lol Chee cheong fan girls (girls who has Chinese names click) keep talking. Audrey sitting with her guy clicks again. and I'm sitting with David and Bo chan. I keep mixing Bo Tai and Bo chan . so annoying .

final speech & goodbyes
minister of education speak, damn sian I damn tried slpt through his opening speech. open dialogue wanted to ask him question end up didn't. finally NYP took a photo tgt. i was scared tt i would miss askin audrey for her number so ran to ask b4 d phototaking. and i got it!! I think I shock hands with d principal of NYP lol. anyway it was very emotional and touching as everyone was hugging and saying their goodbyes. the goodbyes went on for 1hr plus. we took photo with d minister of education and I shock hands with him hahaha! well all's well ends well.

this is the end of my poly forum journal. hope u guys enjoyed the entries!

I think I should just let you live your live however you want .

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socialista .

10:42 and counting
makan prata and dahl again! damn shiok lol. basket gum damn pain from d reds ysd . had a chat with violet abt clubbing lol damn funny. went to our exhibition grps to discuss. I ended up sleeping most of the way, which I kinda feel bad for fauzy n mandy lol. but boring sia can't help it. watched presentation by the other team and I feel quite jealous cos I seriously don't mind acting . lol nvm at least can talk to Audrey.

basically......
continued after with rehearsal for social night. I sat with Audrey through the whole thing . she damn funny sia. like to talk a lot but I realize we got very very little things in common seriously. lol don't care lah . like wad fauzy says, " go with the flow" . Dance was fun, went to eat after n fauzy n I went to smoke back at my room. lol he stress cos of gf prob smoke 2 sticks in a row. coming back after to try finish the work till presentation started.

20mins/grp x 5 = 1hr40mins?!?!
each grp has 20mins each. omggg it's gonna be fking longggg. sat with fauzy Walter n David. chose not to sit with Audrey cos bros before hoes . lolol. tried my best la. played kartrider blahblahblah. our grp was awesome seriously. I think it was the best haha. cos of d skits etc. serious not being biase here . charity was gd too though , but got glenda hahaha, i didnt say i would be anti-baise lol. omg cultural's 'laticia' n 'chinaman' funny sia. career made a vid which was quite professional! if I could choose like the rest I would have chosen career. my second would just be children. ahhh. ok lah but I wan this to end. everyone waiting for social night lol.

choice.
finding on my fb to check if Audrey has a boyfriend . lol stalker much. before I ask for number. lolol. fingers cross.

social night. finallyyyy.
after we went back to change , went to get rdy with drinks and magi mee and all. went for dinner , omg pasta with cream sauce shiok sia . we prep for our dance showcase and it finally started. music camera action!! sat next to audrey. but seriously it's so boring cos she very anti 'clubbing' mode. performance was fun at the end though. basically the whole performances were all injected into the clubbing mood. EXACTLY when she doesnt feel into the mood so I felt a bit keen to try push her into trying but den she keep dun wan. end up cos d music blasted she keep thinking that I wanna ask her to dance when I approach her fk. damn paiseh sia. end up dun care liao I just go dance with everyone was damn fun. we all left after phototakings and stuff. oh I danced with violet!! woohoo and jasmine talked to me lol. damn chio sia with makeup

The After Party
got ourselves ready, brought the beers n magi mee and went from blk G to blk K to d girls room. damn fk sia fauzy talk to his gf first den say will come after end up never. I brought the pack and I fking had to smoke sia . Maybe can't find d place or too emo or smt. ate d magi, drink d beer, talk a lot of cock.. we played games till 3 am. the Bo chan game, the word game .. a lot of stupid things la lol. Audrey was partially participative I kinda really didn't bother much, I kept thinking abt popping the question . we finally left at 3+ after discussing shirley's grand escape from presentation. we kena stopped by some fktard . and d irony part he was talking to girl students till 3+ am too so I felt like slapping his face . we lied our way through and got back, no lighter , no smoking. FML 4am wrote till fell asleep.

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Day 2.

day two

I'm dead alive!
fuckkk so tired. breakfast starts at 7am. my roomie set it at 6.30 n my other housemate set it at 5.30. (wtf?) left at 730am to makan. the seatings were all a bit fked . the toms from Walter is not bad. I'm just scared it'll stink like leon's. going for discussion .. again.

discussion as last time of subx2 team.
sitting here since 9. omg so tired. b4 tt played pool with Bo chan. and I lost lol. he break and i got in 5 in a row after lol seeing everyone support Bo chan. fk I rather let him win sia. ok enuf said. discussion is sooo boringggg. we're discussing about the solutions for education for youth now. discussion how to inculcate passion into the education system. well, let's see how it goes.

finallyyyy fooooodddd.
12:30
makan. sad table sia. got fried vege blah blah. and

love language
5 different kind of love- time, kindness,etc. talks abt how even when one shows love, it might be different form, thus you might not feel the love.

urge
wanted to talk about the research topic that I read abt: 15% improvement to child learning when you tell a child to 'walk' , instead of 'dont run'. thus affecting subconsciousness.

dance.
fuck I don't like this. I know SP were in charge of this dance, why is Shirley teaching? I asked her ysd n she didn't give me a straight answer. am I not also capable of teaching? it's not that, it's just that she is more outspoken . whatever. quite pissed. now eating with my dance grp. fking boring. I'm fking moody. can't wait for this shit to be over. I need to smoke.

rehearsalololol.
oh man. Othniel grp played greese song! I was singin damn happily out loud lol. dinner was fine..I guess . I finally manage to clear my question to Cindy. dancing was damn fun. even though I said all those shit, no one really bothers . and it was fun! my part was easy man. d 2nd one is the madagesca dance which was nice. the 3rd made me laugh damn hard cos of fauzy! he didn't really know how to dance d choreo so he kept doing his funny face which was fkingggg hilarious! the last was damn hawttt cos violet was at the center woo.~ everyone seemed like her backup dancers lolol.

left out discussion for exhibition.
most of the 'elites' were chosen. nothing to comment. I feel like I'm so immature seriously. like when I was talkin to Walter, even though he was NA, he still manage to do so well in poly. he's getting 4.0's! he explains cos he only start to mature only when he came to poly. so it really questions myself : am I matured? also throughout the day I keep noticing David and how he potray himself till girls literally flock around him. I guess it's his maturity too. oh man. feel so kiddy.

Malaysia bolehzz
just found out mandy is a Malaysian! JB-ian. funny how I tend to easily interact with a Malaysian. or maybe I'm alrdy comfortable with speaking to one. and they always have the skepticism of a Singaporean who actually knows which part of Malaysia they live at. anywayyyy . discussion was done. most left after our grp session. fauz was spilt to do d dance wif shirley n Walter had SP stuff. there laid Audrey. okkkk, she's not the prettiest lah but she has a damn hot bod. and she's very friendly! seriously. I could talk to her for 20mins and we didn't even know each other names lol! even my housemate whom I was suppose to go back to d room , was abandoned :p ( ima arse seriously) but I went back to the room to take back my keys n guess wad? one of d keys went missing. all d other rooms also kena. cb Malaysia boleh lah. so I went back and saw Audrey playing pool with some guys n a lecturer. (show time :)) played with another guy till she was like basically intimidated by the kinda seriousness, as compared to her, not knowing how to play, side . so she just went to the other side. lol NO MOOD SIA. the guy beat me, lol but no diff seriously I keep clearing all d balls damn fast den after tt I just no mood go end game sia, especially when there isn't a motivation! :p found fauzy and went back to the rooms. knn greet him pain sia go smack shoulder to shoulder.

second nightly misadventure.
SP ppl had to do their stuff so me n fauz n David just lepak. I went to do some magic tricks on Bo chan to mindfk him hahaha so fun. some how I'm like doing a lot of shit to him den teach den everyone like impress by him sia. hand wave, shuffling etc. lolol I machum mentor siol. us 4 went to normal verenda spot to smoke. talked abt education n stuff. Bo chan n david left after awhile n me n fauz had heart to heart chat.. kinda. talked abt his gf n I Tok abt her . den Tok abt some other girls and who's the prettiest. lol talk abt Audrey too. (chehhhhh:p) went back to the room and I started telling Walter abt someone who bought my bread for 5rm. omfg fucking lucky I didn't badmouth sia. it was MARCUS. omfg damn heng he said it was him . den ding dong* knn spot check. cb d fking pack was on the table sia. I casually walk to the table, grab that shit n sat on d sofa, n shove it inside. #likeaboss. seriously no shit damn pro sia me. I had cig smell all over me so I pretended to be a roomie n camp inside d toilet till they left. I rush back into my room and just bathed finish. ahh gd now I rmb my roomie name! ramen, chie chai and daman. whew. omg I'm like.. dunno tired or not sia. my mind now a bit ache. gonna sleep now and hope more talk time with Audrey :) omg my roomie snores. I need my ear piece if only it doesnt come out FML. nvm la. just gonna sleep.

ok! gonna sleep now, at 1:10am.
I hope I can meet them at 745am instead.

ok bye for now. someone just called for Bo chan. im guessing it was kamini.

cb stop calling lah!!!! basket ppl . I'm ignoring it.

in my dreams.
oh well good intentions. I picked up and kamini kinda desperately ask me to go find damen to call her. luckily fauzy was still awake. so we 4: fauz me fadz n damen were up. me n fauz started talking abt his girl prob n playing dai di while d other 2 had to finish tml's social night activity, writing insecurities. me n fauzy went to smoke and I didn't bring my pack so smoked his reds. omo just starting it up was damn strong swear. but had a even more heart2heart talk. I told him about my issues with Shirley and we just basically exchanged thoughts. all revolving girls obviously. haiz. dunno leh an answer still isnt derived yet. now I'm slping on fadzly bed cos he slping on the sofa. lol . hope he doesn't wake up in d middle of the night. damn paiseh sia i gotta go back to my room instead lolol. oh well, take d risk. 2 pillows and separate beds . worth it as hell. 2:53am. gotta sleep. night guys.

I wonder if you had a thought of me at all? or if an absence would prick anything.

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Rooftop. by ThreeNakedMen

Me and Leon wanted to compose a song after Jason left my house .. This was wad we came up with. And yeah we were sitting on my house rooftop.

Rooftop by ThreeNakedMen [HQ]

Lyrics:

I'm sitting on my rooftop just staring the sky
seems like a starless night girl, without you by my side
(you know you know you know, i just wanna be with you)


I'm sitting on my rooftop just smoking through the night
Wondering how it feels like, having you by my side
(you know you know you know , i just wanna be with you)


I still remember the first time, we saw each other
girl
couldn't get you off my mind
the urge to call you every night
i would lay in bed just thinking about you
till the morning rise,
the image of your eyes
wont leave...
my mind

I'm sitting on my rooftop watching couples passing by
holding hands so sweetly with that look upon their eyes
(I just, i just wanna have that with you)

im sitting on my rooftop thinking what to say
to get you in my arms girl, to hold you everyday.
(oh cos i, i would do anything for you)

So one day on my rooftop i found out what to do
to have you as my baby, forever be my boo
So i brought you to my rooftop to show you what i mean
when i said forever baby and forever be my queen


Now I'm back here on my rooftop with you by my side
The stars are brightly shining, in this once so~ gloomy night

Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here

Hey Babe, 
There's someone in this world that gives a damn about you, don't go giving up on yourself so easily. Cos i ain't giving up on you yet.

Internetless.

hi guys! just left singapore to desaru. and since no internet I'll just write everything about this trip, like a diary and post it when I finally get back!

day 1

On My Way.
well I'm still missing you. and even we weren't speaking for the last few days, well I wish I was lol. but everyone need their space. great people here in my bus. different from Shirley Kettler but I manage to sit with someone else. basically I rather sit with the girls here cos they are a better choice in socializing: quiet. the guys here are soooo annoying. I left my earpiece in my bag when I left from NYP! lucky managed to take it when went to MY checkpoint. and had to shit so badly it was so funny! I ran to the toilet and didn't had tissue. managed to get it from my SC peer who's name I still forget. :p everyone in my bus had to wait for me LOL so paiseh. well I can't wait to see my sub grp ltr. Y.A.C.T !! gonna sleep now gonna continue ltr!

10:50am & sunless
slept whole w bus ride. omggg my finger totally went numb cos I slpt holding my iPhone. scary. 2nd last school to arrive . went back to my sub team and its all well. really can feel the Malaysia vibe. Shirley asked if she should put her Hp on flight mode n i rmb a damn funny joke!
"I thought my phone was a transformer when I saw 'Flight Mode' I threw it in the air. FML"
oh man the SP ppl so hyper Lol.
oh fuck , we can't smoke, we can't drink, we can't go to the BEACH?! fuck gonna be boring....

food!
won the cheer so we went to eat first. the buffet spread is nice! so long has rendang den it's d best alrdy hahaha!

fuckkkk. presentation.
I had to present for my sub sub sub team abt out points. ended up had the lowest votes. lol my friends kinda had to comfort me. oh well.

dance!
I had to do a Barney/hi5 . omggg. the rest was cooler but I dun bother cos mine doesnt need to stand!

preparation
we were given our keys . 308 was mine. I bunk with 3 other guys who I have no clue of their names. till now. well they know my name at least lol. I'm suppose to share with the tallest dude in this PF. but the room is seriously awesome so I don't mine. even got ESPN!! met Walter to get my shoes n went with d the rest to 'prepare'. bought a pack to share with David and fauzy. and some beer. just gonna wait till lights out to ton.

boringggg.
PF shirt makes everyone look so fat.

discussion outcome.
everyone presented their idea and in the end I felt nth was done. as in, it became more like an assignment than a hand to create change. I mean, there were so many poly forums previously, y wasnt there much game change ? shows clearly either MOE too gd or the forum ain't helping. the big Teddy guy was quite pissed so he kinda scolded everyone that most are making 'populist answers' which I fking agree totally. that's the word I was finding for man. I don't think there is much to be done. if our education system is one of d best in the world, who r we to make comments and question it? there isn't a point, small voices will not make do without the time even with effort. agh. wtv. I became bored so I just played FantaKnight lol.

9:30 and I'm awake.
went to bath . bigggg ass toilet seriously. but my roomie a bit weird? he reminds me of a crossbreed of chielin and adi HAHA. my toilet so wet man a bit irritated so I took the whole toilet by placing all my towel n pants n hanging them up. buaha. so irritating . hot water man, I fking love it.
I went over to 301 to find fauzy to smoke cos my roommates were watching powerpuff girls... omg. i couldn't find him but I could smell cigs even though his roomie, Alpha (cool rite name?) , said he left. I just went to check d varenda n there he was haha . jio David and went to smoke. walter join soon after to have a chat . I couldn't stand the heat and after 2 sticks went to 303 to eat cup noodle. omg! forgot mee goreng den forgot pour soup away lol. most of d guys were playing monopoly deal, whom half of d names I don't know lol. they left and Bo chan, Walter , David , Minanto & I chatted . funny stories and. I started teaching shuffling lol as my iPhone blasted music. with smoke & beer in my tummy, went back to my room to slp. and yeah I'm writing this as I'm lying on my bed listening to "closer to the edge" .. reminds me of BE vid.. while my roomie keep drinking water every 10mins. 3 times alrdy he drank water. maybe he nervous slp with other guy? lol hope he dun pee on d bed.. seriously. tml long day! alarm at 640am :) oh I still forget my roomie name. so im still calling him bro/dude. maybe he caught on? lolol. who cares anyway.

kk bye for now!! DAY ONE OVER! day two I think will post it as another post.!

I miss you and ur yogurt gurl.

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LOL (5).

Virginity is like a balloon, 1 pop and it's gone forever.

Sex is like Pringles, once you start you can't stop.

The exam paper is like a dick, when it gets hard, people get fucked.

Fate is like getting raped, you can't fight it so learn to enjoy it.

Work is like group sex, 10 people are behind your ass to take your place.

Education is like hiring a prostitute, it needs both your money and hard work.

Success is like masturbating, only with your own hand can you achieve it.

Second Night. Second Battery. Dead. Recharge & Pursue.

Tired day 1 hour sleep but went to NYP at 7.30am. (barely made it.) 

Was in town whole day walking like mad . But made friends there even though i was so typically troubled to make friends. Ended up even one of them was from MBS sioool. haha she still looked damn same. See the 2nd girl from left back laterr. ANYWAY OMFG . GLENDA OH WAS AT POLY FORUM ALSO..... FML FKING SCARY SIA SHE DAMN FAT NOW OMG I COULDNT BELIEVE MY EYES !! MY EX BUAHAHA EVIL SHIT !!! my grp dude kept telling me and the other shirley(:P) abt her we laugh like shittttttttttt!!! So shit anyway 2 wks to see her expansion in width. Gotta sleep early tml . Here's what i did, my second day using A33:

Poly Forum D-1 

Ate homemade char kuay teow. i prefer SG kind.

damn ulu siol.

ah balling.

anti wind lighter. 

gurlten. see told u flash is good.

haha so retarded . S.hirley. 

must always act pretty haha

swee.

We only scared cockroach come. 

I was afraid . I didn't dare to ask her in the end. Fuck . Feeling pain on my right arm.

jolly. this is what I do instead of going to America.

hi everyone! been a while since I posted! quite lazy to post cos reality kicks your nuts and u tend to squirm and forget everything else. lol!

anyway this post just to talk about ysd cos it was .. interesting .

I woke up feeling damn good, like those kinda feeling when nothin matters and all's good. hmm like Bruno Mars' song 'The Lazy Song' haha. oh but it's too bad reality kicks in and the music stops. receiving a SMS from my best friend that I was so-called quarreling with. I use 'so-called' cos it's fking retarded:

he like this girl that has serious issues, everyday must go home by 7pm and she's 18 like wtf?! rich as hell but judging her SMSes she's a fking EQ retard. obviously I won't need to say much cos my friend is on the receiving end of this bimboism. so he always ask me for advices in replying cos he has no clue on how to reply to such, with me having so much experiences in dealing with bimboism, LOL.
one night i decided to add her on fb, but with my fb 2nd acc. (ok to those that doesn't know, it's an epic story FYI) okkk, anyway. she comes fb msg me and my friend saw it, he uses the acc too, and told me to reply her, I'm like ' dude I'm playing ff13 go fk urself n reply urself.' den he's forcing me to reply and saying it's my acc blah blah and asked me to reply whatever I wanted, which is what I did.
I replied to her 'do I know you?' by sayin I'm 'someone who likes my friend(ok to clear myself from gayhood, the other acc is a girl. :) ) and he had been talking abt this girl so I thought of adding you to know how is this guy' okkkk to make it clear: I told that girl I like my friend n asked how is he so she'll tell me how she feels abt him, or just how she sees about him.
the conversation dragged awhile and apparently my friend was angry at me for replying her with that. why? cos he said bcos of tt she'll never Tok to him again. wtf? in the first place, she hadn't , CORRECTION , HE hadn't been toking to her for awhile cos he finally managed to ask her out, (and it was me that used his Hp to send it btw.) and never talked to her since. dumb or dumb? and he goes on like how she'll never Tok to him again cos of me. idiot, if u dun dare tok to her why blame me? finally the quarrel was unto fb n once he saw it he replied me in the morning.

OK! CONTINUE Story! the quarrel dragggg on till afternoon, while I was having WSS training, and fuck that WSS story is so long I rather not speak about it . WSS .. arghhhh! *head smack on wall*

I was so fked cos of that issue that I kept making mistakes . like feedrate from 0.06 become 0.6 .wtf! and just before I had poly forum briefing for barely 1 hour and bcos of tt I was slowed down for that day. shit till 5 pm I felt like shit cos everyone had to wait for me b4 they can leave cos of me. I hate it when I affect others cos of my folly, I dun like dragging ppl down.

so Kannan was also feeling like shit cos of WSS lol. francis, Kannan n I went pooling b4 SC. ended up playing till 730. and I skipped SC in d end lol. maybe cos brendon was there lol so I didn't feel like going in the end.

went to sumo house for dinner. and throughout the whole time francis n I was trying to cheer Kannan up cos feel like shit , saying how he hasn't achieve anything in his life .

after sumo house walked to bus 45 n me n Kannan had long heartfelt talk. it feels great to make one realize an epiphany. we dropped otw at serangoon cos got pasar malam. den walk to interchange bus stop to take bus home hahaha saw his sister lol.

finally came home and wanted to sleep den suddenly Yong hang called me. he said he had something that's damn fun. lol could roughly guess what it was . so I went down outside my house. he has this spray that is used for injuries, like d very cold spray to soothe injuries. it's like a bong! damn cool. u spray into the bottle and u suck the air inside with a straw. OmG. damn fun damn high. never felt that high before. i kept rolling on the floor. and I even roll upside down LOL. damn siao . I kept slapping them haha slap damn hard den they all damn slow react . brought them into the house and kept doing a lot of shit lol. kept trying to push myself and see how far I could go . even then the mind was still basically active but everything else is a big blur and the reaction time was epic lol! d air taste sweet man. damn weird lol. finally slept at 3am after they left .

my alarm clock kept irritating me in the morning I couldnt give half a shit and decided to skip WSS the next day. went french and ltr going gym with Shirley and bball! oh well . life goes on!

ciao people thanks for reading!

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