Love 11:11

Love is strong yet delicate. 
It can be broken. 
To truly love is to understand this.
To be in love is to respect this.

The More You See.

It is always green on the other side. Campus better, prettier girls, better facilities, better people, better teachers blah blah blah. In the end you only got one life. Jealousy is beckoning to a lesser of a man, to anyone for that matter. Friends are made to know that this side of the grass is green too. You just have to get help in finding it together. 

HISTORY HAS PROVEN.

Seriously, don't say that i didn't wash face or never clean properly or put cream blah blah blah. 

The truth is that it's only during exam periods that i'll have fking major outbreaks. 

And the ironic part? Even when i'm not studying or not stress by exams, i'll still get it. It's like my face reacts to exams. Oh sure u'll think i'm joking but i'm fucking serious. History proved it. I couldn't be bothered with an exam one time, but the outbreak came anyway. Then right after the exam, my face auto became better . Like EVERY Time. 

MARK MY WORDS. those reading this now: tml u see my face damn cui. Once pass this wed, my face fking will improve. FYI i started studying only last thurs. And the outbreak came 2 weeks ago.

LOL (4).

3 Chinese Brothers(Bu, Chu and Fu) want to immigrate to america so they 

change their names to sound more american. 

Bu changes his name to Buck. 

Chu changes his name to Chuck. 

And Fu gets sent back to China.

Best Classics Ever.

I still rmb when i created my first email account in 2003 my sis sent me this video. my first ever email received. i was 10 years old.

13 months.

Finally it happened. Don't know how i will start to last during this period. I need strength to cope. I need my friends badly now. 

Facts About You (8).

There will always be:
A lie in believe
An over in lover
An end in friends
An us in trust
& An if in life

Quiescence.

12 bucks to cheapest hotel in Singapore, provides : 

1. Food
2. Toilet
3. Clothing
4. Sleeping Area
5. Air-conditioning 
6. Root Beer Float
7. Friend.

Extract.

Cos one day i'd grow tired. Not tired of you, but tired of waiting.

LOL (3).

The children were lined up in the cafeteria of a Catholic elementary school for lunch. At the head of the table was a large pile of apples. The nun made a note, and posted on the apple tray:

'Take only ONE . God is watching.' 
Moving further along the lunch line, at the other end of the table was a large pile of chocolate chip cookies.

A child had written a note, 'Take all you want. God is watching the apples.' 

LOL (2).

A teacher was giving a lesson on the circulation of the blood. Trying to make the matter clearer, she said, 'Now, class, if I stood on my head, the blood, as you know, would run into it, and I would turn red in the face.'

'Yes,' the class said. 
'Then why is it that while I am standing upright in the ordinary position the blood doesn't run into my feet?'

A little fellow shouted, 'Cause your feet ain't empty.' 

The Contradictions.

Dunno if this continuation is due to the heart or mind. It goes on, with the mind split into 2. But the heart is left unknown now. With actions done, it seems like the heart speaks for itself, torn between the answer and reality. 

Post Overseas.

Malaysia Sky is much Bigger. 

I miss the big night sky filled with smoke created by us at 4am in the morning. 

Facts About You (7).

With money you can buy food but not appetite.

Medicine but not health.

Acquaintances but not friends.

Knowledge but not wisdom.

Happiness but not joy.

Glup. Glup. Glup.

02/19~03/20

雙魚座 雙魚座

雙魚感性，想得多，常常為一點小事而感動或傷心，常常是被人保護的對象。其實，他並是不懦弱，他敢於向眾人示弱，反而說明他有勇氣，也很堅強。他也很有想法，只是太在意周圍人的感受，從而壓抑自我，這也恰恰是他善解人意的表現。

B2B

Back. Kept wanting to post on the progress of the trip. But i guess facebook was enough.
6 days, 6 nights, 144 hours. 
Thanks Andrew & Angel for planning the Penang. I had a blast being the navigator lol.


Feels good to lay back and relax to my comfort zone. But on the downside, the piles of responsibilities also joins the fray . Just by planning my schedule for now till mid july already i'm feeling back the stress. And i havn't even plan anything yet.

Shit man i even left my charger in malaysia.

Still gotta study for test. Wa sibei sian.

Back2Basics.

It's still in the Open. Who knows? 2 more seasons.

Facts About You (6).

I want a person who comes into my life by accident, but stays on purpose .

A Rainy Conclusion.

Without the tears from the sky, would the love ever be found? Yet it was lost, so who is it does the blame be placed upon then? Or maybe there was no one to blame in the first place, cos in the midst of death & despair, the best of life was already given.  RIP.

- To the two that I've walked pass for last couple of those rainy days,  but yet in the epilogue of your end of days, together in death, interlocked as one, forever proving the halcyon days existed.  

LOL (1).

IF SPONGEBOB LIVES IN A CIRCULAR PINEAPPLE 

WHY DOES IT HAVE CORNERS?? 

……..

 Featured at Tumblr’s Funniest Posts

Facts About You (5).

On the road to success, there's a curve called failure, a loop called confusion, speed bumps called friends & red lights called enemies.

Facts About You (4).

Telling people you're tired, when in reality you're just sad.

Bleak .

It's not so much so of waiting for the better future. People say the future will always get better, but isn't the good times already been? Why hope for the better times when the good times will be started without the complains. I want to wait for a better future, we struggle for A better future, but aren't we all just waiting. Sooner or later we'll just die knowing that we've spent most of our time waiting. The future seems bleak in that sort of way, knowing that the future could be better, yet knowing that waiting for it till the 'time' would come. No, life is not like that. 

My friends, 2 friends, a friend that minds think so like-minded we unanimously feel that being close together would be of adverse effects, slowly drifting away from each other . But the picture of us still hangs on my shelf, knowing i have a man closely minded enough to be a brother. Only prob is we have lifes so separated we just don't  hang out anymore, even though we're seeing each other for 6 times a week.

Anyway, speaking to him ysd was one in a long time, the last time hanging out with him was during our class chalet, 4 months ago? Wow. time flies, we both agreed we didn't hang out as much as we did in the past, we both agreed that time wasn't on both our side, or maybe just the silent fact that too much of a good thing is bad. I told him some problems i am feeling, the hurt and the sorrows i've been feeling for quite a while, no one to tell to. It's a sad feeling when you're unable to reveal your sorrows to anyone. Hmm that's the reason people turn to blogging too. 

We both now agree we should hang out more now, now that the good times' already been. "isn't it?", I asked myself. This is a mutual feeling. 

My other friend is one that i'd wish i'd make more time for him, him knowing that i don't have time, but he does, and our other friend was commenting just now that he's a bad influence for us to the fact that he has so much more free time than us . LOL. yes totally agree, but best friends are those that exploit all nonsense from you. hahaha. Anyway, he mentioned how he'll finish his a lvls this year and he'll go NS next year. It really took me by surprise. I didn't realise that it would be so fast. Well, there's still like another 10-14 months more? But still. quite fast . 

The future that you've expected will come sooner or later, and no matter how much you'd prepare, it'll definitely still take you by surprise.

Isn't the future funny? The future doesn't only mean the times that will happen, but it also means the times that is happening, even those that had already begun or ended. Yes those 2 stories i've told are 2 scenarios much related to this learning i've undersood today:

I've always expect the future to be better, or worse. Those that is for the better, it still takes me by surprise, no matter what. And those for the worse, I'd known it'll happen, but i still will be utterly shock by it, dumbfounded, stupefied. Anticipation, omniscience, is it really a good thing?

I know these days would sooner or later come, but how i'll respond to those days.. well we'll just have to wait and find out, right?  

Eat The Humble Pie.

I am not confident.
I know I am smart, but not in the ways that count.
I know people much better than books but I never
Have the words to explain my findings.
I'm only as funny as I feel,
And i do not think I'm handsome.
I sometimes walk with my head down.
My posture is terrible.
I think horrible things about people and I let
My emotions get the best of me.
I'm really not as nice as I'd like to be,
or as innocent as you'd think I am.
I am a perfectionist.
I am a contradiction to everything I want to stand for.
I'm a big dreamer with little motivation.
I am really no good at all, on my own.
But I am analytical with myself.
And I don't understand how anyone would ever be cocky
Or proud when they are aware of all the disgusting things
That they think they do, but no one knows.
We're all broken enough to be humble.

Facts About You (3).

Other people don't make you what you are,

They only reveal what you are.

Facts About You (2).

Worst Battle:

What I Know 

vs

What I Feel

vs

What I Dream

vs

Life's Reality.

Facts About You (1).

Have you ever thought that if one thing hadn't happened, a whole set of things would have either? Like dominoes in time, a single event kicked off an unstoppable series of changes that gained momentum and spun out of control, and nothing was ever the same again. Don't ever doubt that a mere second can change your life forever.

Doubts.

Questioning myself questions that i've asked myself at least 10mths ago. Now i'm just thinking if all my decisions i've made is worth it.. Just really sad now i've no one to talk to now.

Don't think that everything is good: in every good, there is surely a bad.

a glass maker once told me “once u decide to break it, u can never expect to return to its original state.”

Thanks For The Memories.

All That We Have That Can't Be Changed Are Memories.