What I See. What I Need. Flashback.

Tired week. Been chionging on dance as performance coming up. Projects due dates coming back to haunt me again. Been quite emotionally and physically drained these couple of days, most of it bcos of my cold.. And my usually 'over-thinking' again. I'm starting to think that people are talking behind my back? I hope not.. I can't take anymore stress liao. 

Tests are all coming back, out of the 3 tests, only thermofluids is the most jia lat, and they said got bad failures, so it's definitely gonna be me.. Just give back the papers and get it done and over with lah ... haiz..

UG finally done, even though my friend helped me most, some people... has a define line between friends a and classmates. That means when friends, they are your best friends, but when come to work, they're your worst enemy.. Don't understand how people can be like that.. Competitiveness is a very scary thing.

Money too.. I never realise how evil it can be.. Forcing one to call u in the middle of the night, begging you to help him to get cash for his friend, a life at stack. Hoax, deception, life, i don't want to know, i am pieces, my friend tell me we are kiasee people. Or singaporean? Or chinese? Wow i'm like the highest of highest.

Receive a call from my pri sch friend early this week, damn random ask me abt guitar stuff haha, den jio me watch movie while i was in lecture.. funny thing was she also,(could hear someone speaking lol). Had class till night so wasnt free but booked next day eat dinner tgt. Ended up only we 2 go cos no one else was free. BFF's hahaha. Didn't realise how much i missed seeing my old friend's face though. I was so excited to meet my friend that projects didn't matter that evening (bad idea, tot could finish it the next morning) . Catch up so much! Talked about the past, talk about our present.. How life is really draining everything.. Sad to hear my friend's recent relationship had taken such a toll on her.. I was really shock, i suck at these sort of things when i'm the helping hand and i don't know what to do or say. Usually i'm at the receiving end. I wondered last night how to help, as an old friend? But someone who's trying too hard? I guess she just wanna stop thinking about him, so that's why she called us out.  I honestly don't mind even though it's this reason, i'm just glad i'm still on your mind after all these while. And yeah, to have an old friend to remind me of the past is exactly what i need now, a companion, a friend, a listener, a teller, a memory, a past, a present and hopefully, a future.(in the right way.) 

I fucking miss MBS, not that, but i miss life there. Hung out with Charmaine, Madel & Shirley @blk 85. Damn scared i would feel awkward cos 3 girls 1 guy but ended up talk super a lot. They never change!! And yeah of course they look much prettier hahaha. (COMPARED TO PRI SCH OF COS!) see shirley i compliment u, finally. LOL. 

Primary school was indeed the best 6 years of my life.   

LOL (5).

妈：爸，你知道Transformer吗？
爸：Transformer不就是那些电板上的...
妈：不是啦，是会动的机器人啦，就很有力的，车会变成机器人那个​啊。那我问你，Transformer的妹妹是什么？
爸：......？
妈：是Transistor咯。
我：那不是有Transmother和Transfather咯​？
爸：不是，那个叫Transparent...
弟：那Transformer迟到了就叫Translate了.​..
我：Transformer的毛就叫Transfer，Tran​sformer的任务叫Transmissions!!!!

Say it ain't true.

Pisces Men

He is very emotional and always allows himself to be very emotional. He can have good night sleep and be in a good mood, and less than few hours at work he can be very moody. He does not understand things or try to understand things easily. If you notice him carefully, you will notice what kind of moods he is in. He is a thinker and able to do well at work and always succeed.

His normal gestures mean he always looks at other people faults, but he will not talk about it. He has the ability to know your thought and able to tell you what you are thinking about. He can mostly memorize all his anger, his loves. They are his important secrets and he will keep them to himself and will never let you know.

He is not a very ambition man and careless about his position in society. Wealth does not draw his attention, because he is not greedy man and as well he thinks money is not something that will last. He could be very careless about his future. He does not like to fight against all odds, but instead following the stream and make life easier.

Sometimes he likes to take an easy path, which causes him very unsteady future. He is kind and slightly lazy, but it is his cute character. He hates rules and regulations. He will never look down on people. He is a polite guy and can be very aggressive when he is mad.

He loves to think that he lives in a beautiful world and surround by nice people, so if he finds his world is cruel and not what he expects, he will live in his world instead. His other charm is that he is a funny guy, and it is his real weapon. He can tease you and yet make it looks like one of his joke. Even when he is sad, he still has that funny face, so you could hardly tell if he is mad or depress.

He likes to hide his feeling and help other people especially those who need friend or lonely. He will be everything that you want and everything you do not want. He has a chance to make it as much as a chance to fail. He can determine to make it work and can do it well, except he tends to lost his energy with other important things, that’s how he miss many of his good opportunity.

He can be happy and content by himself. What he thinks is important is not “Love”, but firm status and stability. He has plenty of love for you. He is a good speaker, as much as he is a good listener. When he is with you, he wants to be happy. He understands his partner’s emotional. He likes to take a long rest and sometimes being alone.

If he needs to be alone, try not to disturb him. He is a sensitive, quiet, shy and easily hurt. He wants to feel worthy. He can be mad and noisy, but once he calm down, he will be that happy person again. He is not a jealous or possessive guy, and if he feels jealous he will hide it. He has many friends of both sex, and he care about his friends.

He likes to have lots of friends, so you can not get jealous or else you will loose him. He likes beautiful things, so if a pretty woman walks by he will look, so do not get mad at him knowing this fact. When he is lonely or feeling sad, is close to comfort him. He does not like to take advice, so if you want him to listen or to follow your advice; you have to act as a good sample for him first.

He likes a cheery and a smart woman. If you treat him like he is your special person, then he will be that special person for you. He will trust you if he is in love but try not to over doing it and spoil him too much. You have to know yourself worth all the time too.

If reading me is like reading an open book, then this post will be my opened book. Take your time to read me.