ok first, you dont even know me, you say that people dont like me. you hear stories about me, yet you dont clarify with me, EVEN after i asked u. secondly, at the start of our FYP i made it clear to you that we should try to be as open as possible so that when we are in germany there wouldn't be much awkwardness here. And also i said that if we have problems we should tell each other, i even told alif situation and even andrew situation. all you can say is 'ya i got problem i of course will say' then you come talk behind my back, write all these shit ass stuff on your book. imagine me sitting next to you then you're down there twitting 'annoying' about me and writing all those shit about me. YOU DONT EVEN KNOW ME. all you know are stuff from people, people who say they dislike me.. seriously? First day of FYP, i made a fool of myself just to break the tension. and you would come say im annoying. WOW OMFG. you lagi best. so fucking lazy, ask you wanna eat what, ask you wanna go where. YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPEN? i cook dinner for you, you say not nice, even have the balls to say you dont care, got food to eat can already, you know how fucking hurtful is that for me? i fking take pride in my food, i even apologized for cooking the food badly and you said 'ok' . omg. then weekend i suggest we go some of the cities and sights. you said anything. go already , to both places, you said boring . AND AS IF I OWE YOU THE PLEASURE OF ENTERTAINMENT YOU KNOW? as if im the tour guide and i must make u feel good. you realise that that's how i will feel, a suggestion does not mean that im the organizer. and if the city or your 'time' isnt good, dont say until like it's my fault. cos the way your fking expression, your fking moodless shit ass sick fking face shows it all. and even on the way back from stuttgart you can tell your friend, 'aiya nth much, not fun' in front of me, eh go dig a hole and bury urself inside lah.
When we came here, like talk about things, like you debating with me sia. you think i dunno about your malaysia stuff r? come say things like 'aiya you duno anything' YEAH SHE REALLY SAID THAT. and that we singaporeans are too secluded, yeah i'll agree with you, but if im having a conversation with you about such issues you think i still have such a narrow minded brain? fuck you. im more open minded than you any time. dont forget, you're the one judging me in the first place. SO NOW IM JUDGING YOU. fucker.
your shit ass attitude, talk to you sometimes really make me damn pissed, please, if i ask u something, dont reply with anything. then afterwards tell the whole world that 1) how insensitive i am to you by not making decisions on my own. 2) planning things that BORES you. 3) buying food and cooking for you and u still say taste like fuck 4) saying that im annoying when im just trying to entertain you cos u looked so bored . but in actuality you were just sick as fuck. .
can u imagine everyday hearing you saying how sick u r, how much nose bleed, how much pain your cough is giving you, is fking annoying. yes i understand the pain, but dont tell a guy a problem den expect nth. it's like telling me you're going to shit and expect me to wipe ur ass. so i buy u medicine, and you said,'buy for what ? i cured already' yeah right. i brought medicine and stuff for myself . u didnt even bring a shit, first few days kena fever, cough, running nose, numb feet, leg numbness and leg pain. AND U DIDNT BRING A SHIT. and oh i kept offering u MY medication but u keep rejecting them, comtinue to be a bitch and still say how much pain u r in, and say that i dont need to help. and with that tone, its as though 'pls help me but i'll say no cos i have my woman pride' and then when u forcefully tell me not to help you, and i dont, your tone is like 'so ungentlemenly' BOSS LAH. I CLAP FOR YOU. really, lemme applaud you. i hope u freeze to death.
fuck it the worst part is saying that MANY people dislike me. oh please oh please, you know me how long? those people are who? please tell me, ur many people r who? u think i know u in the first place before oipp? joke lah. u cannot go oipp with your boyfriend alrdy then come give this lj attitude. u think i wanna come here with u in the first place r. knn. Dont forget, i dont owe you anything. never did, never will.
first few days keep taking care of you, keep showing concern, till i realise i was wasting my time, cos u dont even bother, maybe cos i not your boyfriend lah.. right.. other guys cannot take care of you. fking princess sia. wow. i not even your fucking boyfriend. i realised that after your shit ass tweet 'annoying' and not to mention the reply you gotten. i know lah all your that group people all talk back behind my bag one, in front of everyone only act damn friendly. dont think i dunno. stupid kampong people come here think they all god.
and i honestly dont care if you r my girlfriend's friend or sister friend or wtv, i show no face to people who disrespect me. respect begets respect. u shown me none, i'll show you the middle finger.
whatever, talk wtv shit you want behind my back. no one can satisfy everyone. die and freeze to death for all i care.
