If you chose not to do life, life won't do you. But is it always right? Nah.
fuck #yolo . sick of it already. This lesson taught me testing water if it's hot or cold is a bad thing. You learn, but the exam question is: "Learn for what?"
You experience, yet no one will understand anyway. You keep it in yourself:
You threw the ring into the fire, yet no one will truly understand the plight of it, only your trusted bro by your side, who also happened to get rekt-ed.
I digress.
End of the day it's not like you'll be telling your kids "Your ah pa damn happening last time, oh but i can't tell you cos its not right." Ok loh, you can have a good laugh with your bro. Bonds are built upon layers of endeavor. (Bedok South we come to you~) <<- exactly my point when i say NO ONE in my world is able to get both of these 2 meanings together.
Life is truly lonely. And i'll never not be lonely.
Again i digress.
My mind is so fked up, if only i were a little dumber on the How of thinking and smarter on the What of thinking. Guan Ying Ma: "Bro relac bro, don't think so much, don't do so much, you can't turn stone into a mirror." Ok, thanks GYM. <3 .
I type this to remind myself of a few things:
1) 3 types of people you meet.
2) The crying that occurred overcoming point 1. fucking retarded emo piece of shit.
3) How stupid to not think of the risks, CONSIDER THEM, and make your choice, and oh, don't think with the grass is greener on the other side (you didn't think with your Dick already J, very good liao) YOUR GRASS IS VERY FUCKING GREEN ALREADY, OTHER PEOPLE GRASS IS ACTUALLY YELLOW, DON'T BE FOOLED BY THE LIGHTING.
4) marriage, commitment, promises, finance, adult-ing are very tough, that's why Life is a 2-men team game, NOT TAG Team game ah, it's Co-OP. FYI.
5) Infatuation is temporary, don't let that fool you, sometimes you need chauvinist-ism. Sorry, you're just not in a gender-equal world, thanks for trying though -all feminism around the world.
Remember, it's all about how much a singularity wants to get dominated, there's never the middle ground.
6) You typing this, blasting the songs, imaging how much 'life' u saw, and didn't even last 2 weeks. Hah, who said you need to go to a far far away land? Interesting, but as i said in point 3 & about how much water you wanna test, don't break the strings, there's only so much in an elastic limit:
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| Fig 1. Note on how small the Elastic Limit is compared to Plastic Deformation [1] Dumbass. I apologise for my selfishness. |
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8) Malaysian > Vietnam > Singapore .
Singapore; Malaysian; Vietnam
I have yet to reach my quarter life crisis leh, so fast for what?
9) Stress is apparent, remember point 4.
10) Fun is non justifiable, you can get fun from pre-satisfaction. This ordeal wasn't satisfying.
11) Morals + satisfaction = real happiness - risks (lim x⇨girlfriend)
ok rant over bye.
