You're given the Chance. Once & Hope.

She asked me!!! omg . omg . omg .

Was so happy but stressed at the same time. 

I had always dreamt about it for a long time, one motivation for me to dance so hard too last time. 

But i have commitment issues! SHIT. i only can dance after this dec's musical.. and also.. the other problem. 

I seriously love to dance with her. The feelings really stirs the emotions & drive. I already miss her crazy lol. even though i just had a 10 hours of dancing today.. even with 3hours of sleep + drinking with my Poly Forum Facil's & mates. 

I can't wait till the next time i can dance with her again.

I'm only damn shitty on how to settle..the other issue.

Not Forgiving Someone Is Like Eating Poison While Hoping the Other Will Die From It.

Palm Reading.

Omg firstly happy children's day. MEH. 

Danced from 8-7 . Great fun. dancing with her made me feel so alive. I love the scent of her hair. 

My junior started reading everyone's palm and so i decided to give it a go..

"Hmm. ur palm is damn weird." LOL her first words after looking at my left hand.

She said i am very messy, in thoughts, but even so, i'm very organized. So basically an organized mess.

TRUE.

Then she said,"wow u think like a girl." omg i don't say i disagree, i tend to overthink compared to most of the people around me. 

I am a very random person.
TRUE? HAHAHA

TRUE.

My career line is very straight, good but i tend to have many second thoughts about what i should do instead.

TRUE.

Love Line. trololol. My love line is very good, i am a very FAITHFUL person. But its very weird cos at the start of the line shows a lot of lines which shows that i love a lot of people.....ha.ha.ha. and i'm faithful to them all and love all equally. (siol feel like god or smt.)

TRUE. ?

which seriously got me thinking and somehow explains what i've been recently perceiving myself as. Which is kinda true. PLAYBOY? NO, FAITHFUL! LOL.

ah well, went back with her after othniel's party, which was shockingly a great success(except for smoking the whole house with sparklers lololol). watched Manchester United vs Norwich , Anderson & Welbeck scored after a damn shitty match. called jason down, and realised it was his bday at 2nd oct LOL. i forgot sia. so i bought him cheap beer and waited till 12am . i accidentally dropped his beer so i made him open it at 12am. Ohh well so much so cheap beer never even burst or what. damn noob. i took bus back cos i missed d mrt. Met leon at 1.30am for supper and lepak . basket we lepak at playground end up playing iphone game till 3.30 sia damn stupid. The wind started to kick in that's why we left. From 2am got thunder also we don't care but once the wind came.. omg frantic man. thank goodness reach back in time cos it showered like mad.

REMEMBER. NOT PLAYBOY...FAITHFUL.

Do You Remember?

Do you remember?
The first time everyone saw her, we were all sad that she didn't turn out to be what we expected.
The first time we heard how loud she could be?
Then problems & issues & different opinions started coming and indirect quarrels always came.
Do you remember?
The first time we talked about what everything had happened in the first 6 months.
Those precious times i cherished talking about all my problems while you just sat there listening to everything.
Then 6 months passed.
I found out what happened.
No words could fit the feelings nor thoughts.
I used that fear in retaliation.
I had said i always would support the cause of your worth & efforts.
We had many talks, ups but mostly downs.
Do you remember?
The week when you didn't dare tell me what happened?
I guess it was a bit shocking but roughly 50/50 expected.
I was overwhelmed.
But I learn to accept it.
People changes & I had to choose too.
Did you remember?
Everyone use to say how childish she was?
How from such a fortunate family she's in that she doesn't know reality?
How viewpoints always get in the way of friendships?
It all worked out in the end though.
The friendships were too precious to lose,
With every quarrel we would look at the consequences and soon realize its not worth it.
Do you remember?
How I had felt about it?
When how i would feel like the next-best-thing.
Nah, I don't think you might.
But i think you knew, you just did't know how to respond to my thoughts.
I had to choose to ignore those fears & thoughts eventually.
I learn to grow up and suck it up,
not in a bad way of course.
Moving on & growing up is part and puzzle of life.
Do you remember?
How everyone becomes so stressful over exams & commitment issues with their clubs?
How everyone still, even though with so many nonsense going on,
We still try to have lunch or dinner every now and then.
Talking about our problems.
We all have our stories,
But we never had the solutions to all of them.
Never to our own,
at least.
I remember,
maturity passes with time.
I think you've become a tad matured.
We all have.
We all learn.
We all move on.
A story unfold,
But a new chapter awaits,
with every ticking of the clock,
we cherish & relish.

I can't wait to see you guys again.