I know you are hurting when i dont give my time to you.
But i dont have time.
When i need to choose between my family and girlfriend, who do i pick?
When weekdays are so confined and weekends are so precious, who do i give my Sundays to?
When after over strenuous activities all i want is just a hot bath and good sleep, i try to accommodate to you.
Why is it that you get angry so easily? When i don't have the luxury of time. When you have the luxury but don't spent it wisely, only to start thinking of how we can spend those times together, i appreciate it, but the sentiments cannot be achieved, when reality is as such.
Reality rarely goes according to plan. Never have i believe that my family are as reliable, as a whole, to allow me to allocate my time to them. But i try. Yet on the other spectrum, my time for you is endless. Even when i can meet you, you say its not enough. When we have that few hours together, you say its not proper. But what is proper? There isn't any good time for it.
Now i finally have the time for something proper, but it's already 3am. And nothing good happens after 2am.
