Disappointed. Again.

Sunday, July 17, 2011
I had even once looked up to you. Seeing how you had finally overcome the ladder, with family and friend's support. Doing decently, i'm even alright not seeing you almost everyday and only once in 2 weeks. I'm alright with you staying with your 'other half', which is utterly stupid, house bcos it's always so late, and when u finally come home, she comes along, fucking i'd wish i could slap you. Even my family doesn't like it too, no one has the heart to tell you, i'd told you, but even small things like this already would cause so much tension that i'd fucking care about you and your wellbeing.

You're grown up now, i've not, literally, so i do not have a say in this. Advice is all i can give, and as such you only hear without a care. "Oh u giving me advice r? okok tell me luh." knnbccb stupid dog, if i didnt care about you i wont even tell you, since you give me this sort of attitude when someone cares for you, then forget it, someone like you can scumber down yourself to your own definition of hell. 3 months. and that was it, stupid woman, at least feel a sense of gratefulness someone even cares to voice out their concern.

All you talk to me now is , "EH u wanna play XBox? When u gonna buy game?" Stupid fuck, i care not for the games anymore, i never did. The source of it irks me in the first place. I laugh at it but loath at the truth of it. Now u wanna quit? Fine, so be it. I've done my part, i'm waiting for the ball to roll, and let it fall into place.