3000 views , it's stupid but small stuff like this makes me happy lol. and no i'm not a cyber freak who checks the number of view i have everyday..
reading other people blogs make me so sad. it's like blogs are there to talk about the sadness.. which is also d reason i started it anyway.. so no arguments there.. it's just like Mike Posner 's interview.. they asked him if he made songs base on his friends, would it piss them off. His response,"Yeah it would, and it did. when a single is made, everyone is so paranoid if the song is talking about them." Yes exactly what blog does..
u read it, u feel it.. "damn it all..is it me he's talking about?" and i'm not saying it's a bad thing.. but there's a difference in gaining a fact directly or indirectly.. u might realise that, that person is pissed off at you but he won't tell u in the face, yet u knew it indirectly.. how will u respond then? it's not so simple as in a punch in the face if u're pissed, cos the person ain't there. instead, it's an accumulation of anger till u c that guy again then till u punch him.. wouldn't that just be even worse?
But i'm not telling anyone to bombard me the next school day saying how fucked up i am lah.. it's just a personal opinion of views . everyone got problem u know? dun need to dishearten urself for others.. i feel the best friends are those that don't share ur burden but just embrace it and support u instead, instead of going into the matter.. Like what i've learnt from a friend over Teh-O & 3 hours of chit-chatting.
"Friends with Benefits."I've not know if everyone falls under that category. I know some are, to me. But there's a very very very fine line between those 'with benefits' and those 'without'.
I just hope u r not the one 'with benefits'.
dreamt of her last night.. it was a damn nice dream.. amidst all the zombies inside my dream.. u were there to make the dream the best i've ever had.. fuck my life.. i still love u so much... my right hand hurts fucking a lot now.. i wished the dream was a reality.. i wanna do all those things in the dream..
